Title means that there is today left 53 mornings of army....
Soon this sht is over..
Past three weeks have been.....how could I say this...A rollercoaster of fucking pain!!

My mind has been broken so as the body.
I got my lower back in so worse condition that I could not rise while down.

I spent sleepless nights because I couldn't even lay down 'cause of the pain.
Thought of quitting was very close.But then I spoke with my father...he said that he would understand if I give up.

I realized that I was happy....I didn't ask anything else but understanding from my family.
So now I feel more than ever content to finish this.
I get into x-ray in coming week and maybe in few days I will know how to continue my service.


-Lycan-